Giving UpGiving in... Thats another idea. Im going to just give in. Give in to my parents wants an needs, let them control my future. Attempt to give in to Mark, give him what he wants. Pretend to be happy instead of being happy. Meeting his physical needs instead of mine.
Trust? Trust is hard to come by these days. I had put all of my trust in a few friends, given them my heart to help me keep safe. A few of those friends I still have, but I cant ~truly~ talk to them. I cant tell them my secrets, they tell them to others. Other's I've just lost. They dont understand me, they think everything about me is a lie. So what if I didnt show my true humor?
Lies... Thats another thing. People think I lie constantly, but I dont. One ex friend I had told that I lived to please people, to make them happy. That their happiness came before mine, always and forever. He finally figured me out last night and said that was my problem and he's sorry he hadnt seen it before. When I had told him. >_> I dont like, not constantly. And if I do, its to pretend the ones I love.
School... HA! School, yea right. I definately give up on that. Im soooo not graduating next year.
'kay, Im done ranting.
Bitter
REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"
FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.
REAl FRiENDS: cry with you
FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.
FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.
FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."
FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the fuck out
FAKE FRiENDS: Would ignore this
REAl FRiENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back!!
If ur a real frend u will send this 2 13 people including me {when u get 13 friends} if you get this 5 times ur a real friend
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"This could be difficult, BUT NOT OUT OF THE QUESTION! You see One Zillion is more than an umpteen and a GAZILLION! But not as much as a bazillion. Its a very difficult number to count to. "
-Doktor Frog from League of Super Evil
Episode-One Zillion(RED)
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